The Student Teaches

It’s August 1st.  Maybe you’ve already noticed this fact about today.  Brad and I, and about ten other people in our regular Monday yoga class, failed to note the class schedule change that took effect at the end of July and showed up at the normal time for our class today; but our teacher wasn’t coming until tomorrow.  So I offered to lead the class — and people were willing to go along and we did a yoga class together, which was very fun for me.  I’ve been doing yoga on and off for about 20 years, but I’ve never taught a yoga class before.  We moved our bodies around (safely) together and did some fairly elementary variations of the Sun series and breathed and laughed together.  Tomorrow we’ll go to our regular real class with our regular real teacher and I’ll stand facing my usual direction and be grateful to be a student again.

A Real Live Author

Just when you think that maybe your mother (and The Bens (B) and (C)) are the only people who read your blog, Barry Eisler, the author of the John Rain thriller series, posted a comment on Brad’s blog (which has 2,914 subscribers at this moment) saying

And Amy and Brad, thanks for your kind words about my books. Really glad you’re enjoying them.  Cheers, Barry

How cool is that?  A real writer taking the time to connect with his readers..

Playing with Friends

Haven’t posted for the past few days because we have fun visitors here from Boulder.  Dave Jilk and his wife, Maureen, arrived Friday afternoon, which meant that Friday I cleaned all the small nooks and crannies and corners of kitchen and bathrooms with Clorox Wipes and ran both the upstairs and downstairs Roombas and put clean fluffy flannel sheets on the guest bed and bought and arranged fresh flowers and did all the things that I think are necessary to be ready for company.

Only on page 321 of Infinite Jest because I’ve been staying up late talking with Dave and Maureen and looking at maps of Alaska and deciding that time zones are strange and nonsensical.  Dave and Maureen got up and out of the house this morning to take the water taxi across Kachemak Bay to do some hiking and glacier viewing in the park.  Brad and I stayed in bed, which is really one of my favorite things to do on a Sunday morning.  Going to go for a long walk on the Homer Spit (an ugly name for a beautiful spot) while Brad runs, and then probably take an afternoon nap before Dave and Maureen return.  We’re heading to Halibut Cove for dinner at The Saltry and are hoping that the sun will shine sometime today.

Gloomy Sunday

It’s a gloomy cloudy Sunday morning, following several other days of gloom.  Sometimes when I first get here I get overly enthralled with the idea of what it would be like to really move to a town of 4,000 people with great coffee, and a bookstore where you can get detailed advice on hiking trails as well as books, and super fresh sushi, and the limitless expanse of ocean and mountains.  It was extra easy to spin out these fantasies this year because the weather really was inordinately hot and sunny (almost 70 degrees) for the first 3 weeks or so.  But now we’re back to the reality of temperate climates, which is lots of clouds and the possibility of spatters of rain at any moment.  I couldn’t take months of not seeing the sun on a regular basis, which is certainly part of why we’ll be going back to Boulder on Labor Day.

What do feminists think about in 2005?

My very new friend, Philip Greenspun, has a post on his blog today, saying:

Women have seemingly achieved most of the goals of the folks in the 1960s who called themselves "feminists."  Women can work 24/7.  Women can vote (for the white male of their choice, at least in the last few presidential elections).  Women can get abortions without having to travel beyond their home state.  Women constitute close to 50 percent of the young folks training for and holding jobs that are actually worth having (e.g., medical doctor).

And I could only think of about 7,324 things that I’m still thinking I’d like to change, and am actively working to change, as a woman in our society, starting with equal pay for equal work, the fact that only 7 of the Fortune 500 companies have women CEO’s, and myriad other enormous issues.

And I would like to see a woman be President of the United States.

And I’m delighted to say that the women’s right to vote passed in this country long before the 1960’s. The Nineteenth Amendment to the Constitution was passed by Congress on June 4, 1919 and ratified August 18, 1920.

Any other women and men out there who think of themselves as feminists want to say what they’re thinking about in 2005? 

Altered States

I hardly ever get sick, but Brad brought me the gift of some kind of virus from the Lower 48 that started to take hold Friday afternoon with a sore throat, and has now developed into a full head cold with lots of goo in the face and that sensation that the brain is wrapped in a layer of fuzzy cotton, making the world seem soft and distant and faintly echoing.  I didn’t feel too bad yesterday, and got lazy with the fluid intake and didn’t swath myself in eucalyptus oil at bedtime.  I am definitely sick today.  Brad has headed off to yoga without me, which is a first for the summer.  I think I will just roll with this virus today, and be lazy and mostly stay in bed in my ancient Apple sweatshirt and cups of hot tea and orange juice.

Free Speech: Audre Lorde

We can sit in our safe corners mute as bottles, and we will still be no less afraid…[I]n this way alone we can survive, by taking part in a process of life that is creative and continuing, that is growth.  And it is never without fear — of visibility, of the harsh light of scrutiny and perhaps judgment….But we have lived through all of those already, in silence….And I remind myself all the time now that if I were to have been born mute, or had maintained an oath of silence my whole life long for safety, I would still have suffered, and I would still die.  It is very good for establishing perspective —

from "Transformation of Silence into Language and Action," Audre Lorde, Sister Outsider, Santa Cruz, CA:  Crossing Press, 1984

Google Moon Landing Anniversary

It’s the anniversary of the moon landing (1969) and Google has done a really cool thing with NASA imagery of the moon.  I read the More About section and found this:

. What happens if I try to zoom too close?

Well, you’ll have to go and find out, won’t you?

Definitely DO zoom too close and see what the moon is really made of.

Ashtanga Vinyasa

Today I got my monster ass kicked by ashtanga, which is actually a good thing.  My regular yoga teacher was off today, and the replacement teacher taught a full on ashtanga class, including jumping from down-dog directly into staff pose and then back to plank over and over again with lots of poses in between and many bound twists and half-moons and pigeons.  Extra aerobic and challenging.  We ended with headstands, which makes me feel so victorious when I can really press into it and feel everything aligned upside down in opposition to gravity.  I’m a bit fearful about what tomorrow will bring.  I may be like the Tin Woodsman and need some oil in the morning, but it sure felt good to move around today.  Oh, and did I mention that the teacher couldn’t have been younger than 65?  Maybe 70?  Incredibly strong and fit and flexible and kicking the asses of people 30 years younger.  Total inspiration. 

It Has a Blue Cover

We went to the coffee shop Saturday morning and the perky young woman who works there asked us when we got to the front of the (very short) line, "Do you guys ever fight?"  We must have looked confused because she said that every time she sees us, which is just about every day, we look so happy and relaxed together.  Brad said that whenever I get mad at him he thinks it’s funny and just laughs, which almost always makes me laugh, too.  It’s nice to be part of a relationship that is in such a happy place that even strangers notice.

After we had our drinks in our hands (grande skinny latte for me, Denali-size soy latte for Brad), we went over to the bookstore to see whether they had survived their midnight Harry Potter party and to redeem myself for our visit the previous day when I had done one of those classic "customers are crazy" activities:   "I’m looking for a book.  I don’t remember the author, or the name, but it has a blue cover."  Actually, I thought the name was 59th Parallel and is about the sinking of a fishing boat in the Bering Sea.  The nice people who work at the Homer Bookstore duly looked on their computer search for 59 and 59th and 59th parallel and didn’t find anything, so we bought a couple of other books and went home.  I looked in my Amazon account info since I had sent the book I wanted to my Mom at the beginning of June, and there it was.  58 Degrees North  So close, and yet so unsearchable.  And it does indeed have a blue cover, dammit.  It was in stock, so we bought it, and of course bought the new Harry Potter and then realized that we hadn’t read the previous one yet, so bought that, too. 

I read Book 5: The Order of the Phoenix on Saturday (which also has a blue cover), and immediately started Book 6: The Half-Blood Prince.  I took Brad to the airport on Sunday morning for his extra-long commute to Palo Alto and finished Book 6 in the afternoon.  It’s certainly a sad tale, and both books are thoroughly engrossing.  It was great to read two of them in a row and be completely absorbed in the story.  I’m not a huge science fiction / fantasy reader, but loved the Chronicles of Narnia when I read them in 6th grade, and the first three Sword of Shannara books which I read around the same time.  Oh, and of course The Hobbit and the Lord of the Rings series.  I also read Dune and Dune Messiah, which made a big impression on me (esp. Fear is the mind killer, political power of religion), at least to the extent I could understand them then, and then didn’t really read any other science fiction or fantasy until The Mists of Avalon in college.  Except for Neuromancer.  And maybe a couple of other things.  I think the Potter books are certainly worthy of being in the company of these other great fantasy books, and I look forward to Book 7.